Below are the 4 most recent journal entries recorded in Alec's LiveJournal:

Saturday, May 12th, 2001
8:42 pm	Tired/excited/bored/energetic.....oh wait, those don't go together?!?! thats about how i feel. right now i am 'tired' because i got back from a movie with Kelci and Tim around 11:25 and stayed up till 4 in the morning playing Nintendo with Derek Kessen and Jason. it was really fun. i am 'excited' because i really had fun last night. in case if you didn't know, like everyone else, but i am going out with Kelci, and i am glad because i have liked her for a long time. it just seems that everytime i start liking her more she and Adam go out AGAIN. but oh well, and last night was a exciting night becaue i got lots of 'fresh air'. that is a good thing because i have been cramped up in my house for ever without 'fresh air' and i was almost deprived. but not anymore. i have just reclaimed my nickname.....if you know what that is. yeah.....i am bored becase i have nothing to do around this house. practially no one is home and i am here with nothing to do. yay me. oh well. i am energetic because i just had some jones soda. mmm....good jones soda. my favorite is Green Apple. it is good. but yeah, i have really no more new news, like you would really care anyhow, right?!?! well, i got to go. lata ~Alec Current Mood: hopeful (Comment on this)
Friday, May 4th, 2001
11:55 pm	I need to run away Ok. well today didn't seem like a bad day at first. well, during third hour, the class that i have sarah in, my inner thoughts dicided to all come after me at once. so i am sitting there in english listening to Mr. Fischer talk about god knows what about Julius Cesear, and i realize that i don't know what......i still have no clue what this all is jumbled up. i am just so fucking tired of all this shit going on in my life that i don't know what to do. I just felt like running....to no where just to run, maybe in front of a car on the highway....but i don't know what the fuck i am going to do. well i guess we will all see. then later in the day i had scholastic bowl parkland tv challange finals thingy. it went pretty well, we advantced to the final 2, where we later lost. oh well, second out of 16 isn't bad at all. and also, today is my cousin Jason's birthday. so i got to sit through listening to how stupid i am and got to feel left out of everything. it is a good feeling to have someone ask you to join them then hear someone say that they don't want me to join them. it is a nice kind of hatred thing. it really boosts my self-esteem (or lack of in that manner). well this whole thing with sarah has really got me in the shitter. me and her got in a big ass fight on sunday and she said something that i will never forgive her for. then later that night i did something that i told her earlier that week that i would never do 'again'. but i did because it felt so right. but, yeah. i feel great. home alone, bored off my ass, and feeling great *sarcasim*. but i better go. not too far away though. i will be somewhere around, hopefully. it isn't like anyone will worry or anything. hell, my "best friend" hates me, and well....she was my only "friend" i guess you could say. oh well, maybe a better life awaits me in texas. well, got to go. lata ~Alec Current Mood: aggravated (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 29th, 2001
1:00 pm	I HATE SCHOOL!!! Well this damn research paper that i am doing has really been killing me. I am really starting to hate my english teacher more and more. he set up this deal with my aunt, that i had no word in, that for the next two days, i was going to spent my first hour study hall in his room with him revising my research paper. ALL HOUR!! i can barely spend one hour a day with him, now i have to spend 2!! well last friday i went in after school and i think i really pissed him off. i kept playing word games with him and he was starting to get really frusturated. it was kind of amusing. well...i got to finish my paper. lata ~Alec Current Mood: confused (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 28th, 2001
12:26 am	What to do?!?! Ok...I am new to this thing, so i am going to give it my best shot. well, right now i am not feeling to well. i have spent the whole day inside because i never have anything to do. Jason's friends came over today but i try to stay away from him and his friends because, for some odd reason, Jason trys to keep secerets from me. i also don't being around Jason and his friends because all i hear is how stupid i am and other shit like that. it gets really fucking old and it really pisses me off. Another reason i am not feeling too lively is because of shit happening with people. This whole sarah thing is really confusing me and i can't stop thinking about it. it is a constant nag. I just wish that sarah would come out straight and tell me what she feels about the whole situation. And another incite......i really hate my english teacher. he is such a dick. i am under so much stress because of this research paper that we have to do. i still have no idea what i am doing and the final draft is due tuesday. i am screwed. oh well, i will live......unless i get a sudden burst of luck. well it is getting pretty late, i better go. lata ~Alec Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)